Ups and downs, round and round: My Thoughts.

Monday, September 10, 2007

My Thoughts.

As what I've learned from Khy today..he explained to me the Difference between hormones shock and Electrical eye contact shock...well..Im sure majority of you understand the second one..so what's the first 1 about??..

hormones shock is something to do with ham sap stuff..got attracted to opposite sex's body..figure..something like boobs and so on..u get what i mean right..

You must be wondering why i asked Khy this kind of Question..actually i only asked him about the electrical eye contact shock..and he suddenly burst out with the hormones shock..haha..anyway, asking this question is because lately i've been confused with what I'm feeling right now..or maybe thinking..it just so weird..okok..cut that off..

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*credit to xian for the picture*

.............I found out the answer..but is that what i wanted?? after brain-stormed for few times, I still can't find my exact answer..I'm just so confused with that..I dun understand why am i avoiding the fact..and trying to avoid things related to "X"...and xian told me because I dun find it a right time now..that's why I'm avoiding...apart from that, I've no confident in myself anymore towards this kind of things..i just cant make the move..even..a simple one..I'm such a coward..

Beside those lame reason, exams in one of it too..I'm using it as a reason to keep myself away from it..even in my exam..i cant concentrate properly..suddenly those images appeared..i got so annoyed with it..and i drank lot of water during that time..it took me really long time to calm myself down.. and i end up rushing to the toilet at the end of the paper..wth..

during tuition..my mind was all mess..i hate that seriously..luckily the lesson was quite interesting which is Radioactive..if not..I'm so gonna say bye to my studies..LoL..i guess quite a number of them from my class will not be going to sch because there's only Mandarin and Biology paper..great one..haha..especially the Chemistry "dropper"..2 days in a roll no need to go to the school..great-nya..haha..tomorrow I will be spending my time on Chemistry..don't want to disappoint myself in that subject already..=]

K..enough for this post..have to back to study..I'm just Moliu-ing here..=]

-KittLei-

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