Ups and downs, round and round: Future Path.

Monday, October 01, 2007

Future Path.

Basically, I guess this is the time to decide which path that you're going after SPM..and i recalled some of my old memories..

When we were young and naive, we tend to accept what the adult said. Let me show an example..

Mother : darling, what's your ambition?

Me(4 to 5 years old) :...uhm..hehe..mummy, what's ambition?

Mother : well, that's something to do with your future career..

Me : mummy..what's career??..(yeah..i know, I'm a little dumb that time..=] )

Mother : career is your job..you know job right?

Me : yes mum..uhm..my future job??any suggestions?

Mother : lawyer..doctor..pilot..nurse..teacher..blablabla..

Me : er...WHICH ONE CAN EARN THE MOST? (as I'm money minded..)
Mother : doctor?lawyer?pilot?
Me : OOHhhh..then doctor la.. (cause my interest internal organs since young =] )

but things started to change after I entered primary school..and I intend to become a forensic scientist..or even a brain surgeon..and I've studied so hard for that..and turns out in my secondary school, I decided to change due to my interest in Organizing Event..but is that what always wanted?and i chose to enter sub-science because i don't want to waste time on biology stuff..but now I'm a little regret..because i realised that sub-science subject all needed calculations..which i hate the most..grhhh..

maybe i just listen to the tai siong lou and move to computer science? He said my future will be much better in that path..and said Malaysia is not my field..wth..in my own country I can't survive moreover in other country?and my mum always wanted me to become an accountant..but i hate calculations..i like my job that's needed intelligence..and not do something that intelligence ask u to do...well, i should just bang my head onto the wall..and die..so competitor will be lesser by 1. =]

so, after crapping for such long..and i still can't find my very own deep in my heart answer..it's shaking..or maybe there's an answer..just that I'm not willing to let it out..after form 5, which one should i choose? A-levels, or foundation course..i really don't want to spend my 3 years wasting time on that..I want to take foundation..yet my answer still hiding..sigh..or maybe I should just marry a millionaire and when he's dead..their Possessions...loool..so i can enjoy can life travelling around the world..

I don't want to regret anymore, now is the right time to make my right choice. i want it to for the rest of my life so that I'll able to enjoy what i want. =]

-KittLei-

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